Monday, July 26, 2010

I know nothing of moderation.

Why...why...WHY does my life revolve around food? OMG, it's so annoying. Since I can remember, I have spent every moment analyzing and agonizing over food. I want so badly to fast for the next 3.5 days (i have a work function on Friday that I have to go to and HAVE to eat)....fasting is good for the helps clear out toxins. If you read my first post, I talk about Antidepressants, well even though I am completely off of them (i felt like complete crap for about a month), I still feel a jolt every now and then. For those of you who don't know, when one comes off of antidepressants, their brain has to become accustomed to not having them in their system and it results in, what feels like, an electric shock throughout the body. If I fast, I am confident that I can get the remenance of that drug completely out of my body.

I just need to put my mind to it.

I need help with this.


  1. you can do it Hope!

    are you planning a water or juice fast? I'll do a liquid fast with you? D and I are on a SUPER tight budget right now so we're going grocery shopping. I'll be buying lots and lots of low cal soups for the next little bit. I don't think losing a little bit more will hurt my dress alterations :)

  2. Yay! I have a fast buddy :)
    Let's do Liquid....Just juice and i don't want to do any solids....i want to clean my body as much as possible....what are your thoughts?

  3. stay strong beautiful
    thank you soooo much for suggesting PB2 !!! wow. i have heard of it but never really new if it was good and just how much less calories there are!!! wow!!! so it is really good?? thanks for the suggestion!!! peanut butter really is my DOWNFALL hahaaahaa